houseofleaves

It's been almost 3 years since a journal update. Life changes. So many changes. Being a mother changes a person. My art and my self have become secondary and I do not regret this. We lost a piece of ourselves two years ago. And we rebuild. So, here's to rebuilding, and finding my muse again. <3 - C

And if I could swim I'd swim out to you in the ocean Swim out to where you were floating In the dark And if I was blessed I'd walk on the water you're breathing Lend you some air for that heaving Sunken chest 'Cause they chose you For the model Of their empty little dreams With your new head And your legs spread Like a filthy magazine And they hunt you And they gut you And you give in... And if I was brave I'd climb up to you on the mountain They led you to drink from their fountain Spouting lies And I'd slay The horrible beast they commissioned To steer me away from my mission To your eyes And I'd stand there Like

At Cavanaugh Park Where I used to sit all alone in the dark And dream about things that I cannot say you always said destiny'd blow me away and nothing's gonna blow me away At Cavanaugh Park Where you used to take me to play in the sand And said to me, "Son, one day you'll be a man And men can do terrible things." Yes they can And there was never any place For someone like me to be totally happy I'm runnin' out of clock and that ain't a shock Some things never do change Never do change At Cavanaugh Park We used to get high Watching teams as they fought They loved my friend Adam But he always got caught Man, that kid made f